Halloween was my favourite time of holiday
Anyone that knows me, knows that Halloween is my favourite time of the year. I do theatrical makeup (Instagram page: meeeg41) and I live for it, I do it all year round, so as you can imagine when it's Halloween, it's prime time!
But being up the duff means I can't drink, I could still go out but everyone would be drunk.My original plan was to stay at Robs that night, or go out with them, but he didn't want me there, so I respected that decision and I carried on with my life. Obviously I was a little pissed off because that weekend was our 2 year anniversary and he basically picked his friends over me. I got no text from him that day, no call. I know things haven't been great but going through what I'm going through you might've thought he would have messaged me even if he didn't want to, just so it would make my day?
But anyway,
But anyway,
My plan was to go to my friend Monique's house do some make-up jobs there , as I would get paid for it and it's something I love doing! Then go home, and that's exactly what I did.
Saturday night I called Rob more than I should have but I was pissed, first picks his friends over me, second doesn't message me, third ignores me. So I rang him. He picked up drunk and said he'd call me tomorrow. I was angry. He couldn't message me but he could like some girls photo on instagram. Did he respect me? Nope! It might sound petty to you, but he could have just said " thanks for the two year" ANYTHING, but no, I get nothing. Instead I see he has taken the time to like some random girls photo, admittedly she is pretty, so that was a kick in the face. I might have pissed him off by calling him thousands of times, but you know what? I am carrying his child and he didn't care one bit about me.
Sunday came around, got a call from Rob around 1 pm, he basically broke up with me on the phone.
" I'm stepping away from this relationship."
were you in a relationship then? Because for the last two month I haven't really seen or spoken to you because you've ignored me. So yeah, if you want to call it that, then fine go ahead.
So when I'm at my lowest the person I need the most to support me, doesn't. Instead he walks away.
But Sunday was good, I had a meal out with Meg and Ellie, and we watched gone girl at Ellie's house. was a really insane film! Good, but fucked up?
Monday came, Halloween! Me, Meg and Ellie planned to go out that evening to Brass but I had woken up feeling like absolute crap. I was dizzy, I was being sick, basically morning sickness but all day. So I had to tell Rob to come round mine as I didn't plan to leave the house.
He came round Monday, at about 2 pm. He sat himself in the living room chair. He kicked started the conversation by saying: " I'm stepping away from this relationship."
So I told him how I felt. About him liking this cute girls photo, he told me it was one of his friends, bullshit. So even when he breaks up with me he can't tell me the truth. What else did he lie about I wonder..
I also said that through this he hasn't been there for me, he hasn't treated me properly, that he ignores me all the time and that he makes me feel really unwanted. He was fucking smirking. He was smirking. I was livid.
I then compared him to his brother, and guess what? He got pissy and stormed out, no longer smirking though!
We still had so much to talk about, but he's the one being dramatic and doesn't care, he's the one acting like a child, thinking he's all that by walking off. Man up and deal with your responsibilities.
Me? I was angry, so god damn angry. I went down to the flat, I called him about 16 times, no answer no nothing. So I sent him one long paragraph of text, and that's it.
Day 2. Nothing
Saturday night I called Rob more than I should have but I was pissed, first picks his friends over me, second doesn't message me, third ignores me. So I rang him. He picked up drunk and said he'd call me tomorrow. I was angry. He couldn't message me but he could like some girls photo on instagram. Did he respect me? Nope! It might sound petty to you, but he could have just said " thanks for the two year" ANYTHING, but no, I get nothing. Instead I see he has taken the time to like some random girls photo, admittedly she is pretty, so that was a kick in the face. I might have pissed him off by calling him thousands of times, but you know what? I am carrying his child and he didn't care one bit about me.
Sunday came around, got a call from Rob around 1 pm, he basically broke up with me on the phone.
" I'm stepping away from this relationship."
were you in a relationship then? Because for the last two month I haven't really seen or spoken to you because you've ignored me. So yeah, if you want to call it that, then fine go ahead.
So when I'm at my lowest the person I need the most to support me, doesn't. Instead he walks away.
But Sunday was good, I had a meal out with Meg and Ellie, and we watched gone girl at Ellie's house. was a really insane film! Good, but fucked up?
Monday came, Halloween! Me, Meg and Ellie planned to go out that evening to Brass but I had woken up feeling like absolute crap. I was dizzy, I was being sick, basically morning sickness but all day. So I had to tell Rob to come round mine as I didn't plan to leave the house.
He came round Monday, at about 2 pm. He sat himself in the living room chair. He kicked started the conversation by saying: " I'm stepping away from this relationship."
So I told him how I felt. About him liking this cute girls photo, he told me it was one of his friends, bullshit. So even when he breaks up with me he can't tell me the truth. What else did he lie about I wonder..
I also said that through this he hasn't been there for me, he hasn't treated me properly, that he ignores me all the time and that he makes me feel really unwanted. He was fucking smirking. He was smirking. I was livid.
I then compared him to his brother, and guess what? He got pissy and stormed out, no longer smirking though!
We still had so much to talk about, but he's the one being dramatic and doesn't care, he's the one acting like a child, thinking he's all that by walking off. Man up and deal with your responsibilities.
Me? I was angry, so god damn angry. I went down to the flat, I called him about 16 times, no answer no nothing. So I sent him one long paragraph of text, and that's it.
Day 2. Nothing
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